Wed Feb 17, 2010 5:04 am by Alema Moreland
*For sometime now Alema had contemplated her existence, why was she here? What was her purpose? Soften she had sat at her fathers knee as a child and listened intently as he spoke of their history, how the homeworld had become lost, how for centuries her people had separated and gone in search of it, always the neverending search.
Yet, in all the years of her exitstence, her parents had blindly and faithfully without question, flown from planet to planet searching, scouring for clues, for a sign, and yet, found nothing.
Did it really exist? She had to wonder, or had it died out centuries ago?
Surely if her people and homeworld still existed, they would have found it by now? Surely it would have been found and they would have sent word out, bringing together all of their kind once more…
Was she destined to follow the path of her parents? Praying daily to the goddess Vahla and following her blindly without question?
Yet, how was to do what was expected of her? How could she keep her kind alive and growing, strengthening their numbers? She had never in her lifetime met another Vahla, never, her parents had sent o that, never staying in one place for any real length of time, never mixing with society, always hiding themselves away like hermits, they had seen fit to head off on their own, hiding from the world.
The death of her parents had in some ways been a blessing, it had severed her chains, giving her the freedom she had so often prayed for, yet at the same time plunging her further into isolation, for till their death, she had only ever known their company, so now lacking people skills, lacking conversational skills, feeling comfortable only in solice.
out on the streets of Lutris, Alema strolled heading who knows where, with no purpose other than to walk, the gentle breeze creating tiny sand storms, slowly erasing the footprints behind her, blowing against her face, drying out her lips and mouth.
It was then she began to prey to the goddess Vahla…
Help me, give me a sign, anything…
Tell me, what am I to do?
Why I am here? I must have a purpose
Please help me, I don’t know what to do, I am lost
Is this it? Is this my life? Is this all you have in strore for me? All you have planned for my pathetic existence?
I have been a faithful servant to you, I have never asked anything of you, never questioned my life till now, but there must be something more, I gave my life to you, when do I get something,? When do I get a reward?
Standing alone on the deserted street, the afternoon sun, low on the horizon, glaring its bright white light, burning her skin, causing her eyes to water as she squints to see the path before her, she waits in total silence, waiting for a sign, for an answer, something…
After ten or more minutes, she gives up, cursing the Goddess Vahla, she continues to walk, she needed to figure out her next move, something had bought her here, she just needed to figure out what, but then she would need to decide where next, where was she to go after leaving Tynna, thinking back to her ship she tried to remember if she had seen any star chartsm yet all she could remember were the many undesirable things she had found on board, she would need to clean it before she took off, she shuddered at the thought, of what she had found…
Really, who would own such things?
Crusty pink thongs, rotting cucumbers, some very disturbing pictures, a large collection of goat lover’s weekly magazines.
Yes, upon her touch she would sterilise the ship and add a feminine touch, one thing she had been thankful for though, was the overly large collection of cooper’s beer, three whole fridges full.infact…
Now mind over matter she tried to stop acting like an emo and pushed all her thoughts to the back of her mind, and focused only upon her future, the next step, she was determined to carve a life for herself, she would no longer just exist.
Smiling now she turned and began to head back to her ship, this time with a bounce in her step…***